Plan Forward, Look Backwards

May 12th .Sunny.

Today, G section was completely empty. There was only Ian, Jordan, Maggie, Feilong, and me. Maggie obviously didn't sit beside Feilong and me. She just sat with Jordan, who seemed to be a bit cooler than how he acted and felt in the weekend. So, there was only Ian, Feilong, and me left together on the other side of the hallway. Suddenly, Ian goes, "Tiffany, Marco said that you hate someone.Who are they?"
"Uh...Ian..." I tried to explain, but Ian kept on going.
"Marco said that he knows who it is.Can you tell me who are they people you hate?"
"There is only one person, Ian..." Feilong said softly
"No! There are two aren't there?"

I tried to give him eye-contact and make his eyes follow mine, which are running toward Maggie's side. I obviously don't want to say it out loud. Actually, I didn't want to talk about it in the first place. But Ian didn't seem to follow me at all.

"WAIT! Is it...." then he lifted his palm, and traced the letter M and C. Maggie and Carrie.
"Uh...Not the second one..." I said.
"Really?"
"Yeah, they're fine now." Feilong explained
"Oh...so..." Ian traces the letter M again.
I nod.

Great Timing, Ian. = =

After a minute, Feilong whispers to me, and tells me to turn around and see Maggie. I turn around. Maggie puts her head down. I gave Jordan eye contact and mouthed, "What's wrong with her?" He mouths back, "She's just tired" I nod. Feilong, Ian, and I started to play cards, and Maggie soon decides to walk out of G section with Jordan. "Bye, Ian" she says. Whatever. I felt a bit bad when I thought about what happened again. It was pretty obvious that it was all about Maggie. But when I was talking to Feilong on the phone, I told him how I felt about the whole situation at lunch. "So what if she knows that it was about her., she's done worse to you..." Feilong comments. I don't say anything. It's not that he's completely right, but I guess Maggie would soon find out anyways. Although, the G section was only filled with us three at the end, it wasn't that boring.

The long weekend is coming soon! Some things I have already planned for the four days of heaven:

• Going over to Jenny's house
• Play badminton with Nicole
• Hang out with Nancy or Feilong or Joanna

Before my history test, I made all these promises to my friends like Jenny and Nicole that I would spend time with them. But I never really got around to it because of studying. But this long weekend is going to be filled with everything I love to do. Spending time with my dear friends, and studying hard for my subjects. [I know...the second one sounds nerdy.] I finally have at least one day that I can just sleep until 11 or 12! I didn't have those days for soooo long. I just can't wait for this weekend to come!

A few hours ago, I just signed up for my Science 10 in the Summer. I'm kind of scared about it because Summer school is so much faster and harder. It really counts on yourself, your own effort and hard work. Last year, I just did Preview Science 9, and I was already really tired and I kept on getting C+s and Bs on the tests. This one actually counts too! I have a provincial right after 25 lessons...a part of me says I can do it for sure because I'm already pretty good at Science. But the other part of me is saying that I should be a bit scared because Summer school is so intense. One thing is for sure though, as long as I try my best and put my heart out I can achieve anything. That's what I did for my history, and I think I'm going to get a great mark for that!